среда, 15 октября 2008 г.

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This is going to be gruesome and not very nice. My spelling is probably atrocious also, as it is after midnight and I have to get up at 6 tomorrow. No time to check it.



Live with Mom and oldest sister, Neva (nee-va). Mother is bipolar though I think she was rather messed up before that diagnosis. Neva is apos;specialapos; as in special needs, special ED. No one is really sure exactly what she has but we have symptoms. Learning disability, deafness in left ear, and a few other things. She is definitely smarter than she seems though. Seriously, she is not as bad off as you might think.

When you first meet her, she seems like the sweetest person youapos;ll ever meet and just an all around nice person. No. Well, she can be but to her family sheapos;s not. Seriously, her friends are treated like theyapos;re the dearest people that hold the most special place in her heart. Her family gets treated like shit.

First is her lieing. Iapos;m sure now that sheapos;s just a habitual liar as itapos;s the only thing that makes sense. She lies about small, insignificant thing and all the really terrible, problematic things too. I value honesty and I donapos;t lie unless I have a damn good reason. Sometimes I donapos;t tell the entire truth or let people interpret things their own way, but thatapos;s not exactly lieing.

Next is her stealing. Yup, stealing. She hasnapos;t done anything since sheapos;s gotten on SSI but thatapos;s probably because she actually has her own money. A while ago, I had a good ammount of change in a piggy-bank. Weapos;d just unpacked so I didnapos;t do anything with it for months, so I never noticed that my money was gone. It was stolen around Thanksgiving. In late January, she stole about half a pound of old collectors coins that altogether were worth about 2K. She got the facevalue of $13. Nice isnapos;t it?

Just after that I learned that sheapos;d taken my money. Needless to say, I was totally pissed, nearly homicidal really. I mightapos;ve also been a bit unstable from all that stress. So, I asked her why I shouldnapos;t smash her head into the wall until her brain was dripping onto the floor. I never got an answer but she did pee her pants in fright.

That whole ordeal that I have not so affectionately dubbed Hell Week totally scrambled my psyche. Iapos;m upset, angered, and stressed more easily now. Iapos;m just not as strong mentally as I had been. Iapos;ll never forget that or forgive her for it. A part of me will always hate her for it and already it greatly outweighs the love. If youapos;ve ever been strong, but had it taken away by the carelessness or stupidity of others, you know how I feel. Itapos;s like being the star on the track team then getting hit by a drunk driver and being paralyzed from the waist down. Sucks.

Last thing for now is her manners. She chews with her mouth open and smacks.She yawns and coughs without covering her mouth. She picks her nose then examines it. Sheapos;ll eat finger foods or chips like cheetos then wipe her hands all over her pants. She wears the same clothes multiple times before washing them. She smokes. She spits crap in the bathroom sink and doesnapos;t rinse it. She leaves garbage all over. Sheapos;s just gross.
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so apparently i like to wake up randomly and write songs/poems...I woke up at 3 am, wrote�this is the intro to a very apos;waltzapos; stile song, then went back to sleep and totally forgot about it. Iapos;ve done this 2 other times...

As I sleep well in the night
The moon awakes me�saying "write"
So from the depths of sleep Im pulled
To cunstruct what no one could
A song herd in my dreams;
Insane, I know it must seem....

"I stop and stare
At the glow in the air
That surrounds when you walk by,
The smile on your face
Puts me out of place
And entrances me much like fire.
Each moment I breathe
Is a sigh of relief
For I feel so at peace.
And from deep inside�
I�swell�with pride
As I�walk�by your side."

so far..... So shitty.....



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вторник, 14 октября 2008 г.

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* Grab the nearest book.
* Open the book to page 56.
* Find the fifth sentence.
* Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
* Donapos;t dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.

"Billings, Laura, wife of Silas� Died 1 Apr 1832 age 26y"

This isnapos;t even MY�book...

Iapos;m using my Dadapos;s laptop and am sitting next to some of his geneology stuff...and Cemetery Inscriptions of Madison County New York happens to be sitting on top...


Now itapos;s your turn
*points*

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